You probably will not completely understand, the blog unless you go further back, to pick up on concepts like dithering. The idea: That my understanding, knowledge, life experience, creativity, and desires, can help and inspire other humans to expand beyond the perceived limitations of reality.
Shining a bright light into a dark room blinds the people who are there. Also, the light that these people use to see the way, does not align with the light that I use. They are not exactly opposing forces. But they are compounding, in a way that creates quirky results. I have been in some tight situations, of opposition. It can also be quite uncomfortable for people to change the way they live. Top it Off, with the results of my understanding changing your life in a way that, may present many difficulties, well this just makes it hard to promote.